"Get busy livin' or get busy dyin'. (That's goddamn right.)"

Morgan Freeman, The Shawshank Redemption (1994)

We only live once, so why we waste it aye?

"Frankly, my dear, I don't give a damn!"

(Clark Gable, Gone With the Wind (1939)

There's so many story behind this quote,lol.

dalam diam kau berbicara
dalam keheningan kau berteriak
dalam sepi kau menangis

Kupikir aku mengerti

tapi kau tetap dengan diammu
sadarkah kau akan kehadiranku?

senja perlahan takluk
ia kembali ke pangkuan ibu pertiwi
malam kembali datang
ia sudah tak sabar
sang bintang telah siap menerima rembulan

tapi kau tetap dengan heningmu
sadarkah kau bila dirimu masih menari dalam anganku?

kau masih tak tersenyum
walau aku telah memutar dunia ini, untukmu
aku lupa siapa dirimu
kau yang pernah memutar dunia ini, untukku

inikah yang kau inginkan?
inikah mimpimu?

"When I first saw you, I thought you were handsome. Then, of course, you spoke."

CAROL CONNELLY (Helen Hunt) in As Good As It Gets (1997)

"Have you ever crossed the road, and looked the wrong way? A car's nearly on you? So what do you do? Something very silly. You freeze. Your life doesn't flash before you, 'cause you're too fuckin' scared to think - you just freeze and pull a stupid face. But the pikey didn't. Why? Because he had plans of running the car over."

"SNATCH (2000)"

Dream

Hampa....
aku kembali berada di ruang kosong
titik nadir itu...di pelupuk mata
sekelebat bayangan itu kembali merasuki mimpiku

aku hidup dalam mimpi
hidupku adalah refleksi mimpiku
mimpiku terlalu indah
jangan pernah bangunkan aku

kau dan mimpiku
kau selalu berlari
aku letih
kau selalu tertawa
aku menangis
kau selalu dengannya
aku diam
tapi....jangan pernah pergi dari mimpiku

"My Mama always said, 'Life was like a box of chocolates; you never know what you're gonna get.'"

(Tom Hanks, Forrest Gump (1994)

The King's Speech

Director : Tom Hooper
Writer : David Seidler (screenplay)
Stars : Colin Firth, Geoffrey Rush, Helena Bonham Carter

Storyline :

Tells the story of the man who became King George VI, the father of Queen Elizabeth II. After his brother abdicates, George ('Bertie') reluctantly assumes the throne. Plagued by a dreaded stammer and considered unfit to be king, Bertie engages the help of an unorthodox speech therapist named Lionel Logue. Through a set of unexpected techniques, and as a result of an unlikely friendship, Bertie is able to find his voice and boldly lead the country through war. Written by Anonymous

Firth's nuanced brilliance is a thing of bruised beauty. Oscar-nominated last year for A Single Man, he gives a towering performance that deserves a shower of awards. And Rush is his match, fiercely funny in the hilarious and heartfelt interactions between king and commoner. Lionel is a failed actor given to grand gestures, and Rush chows down on this feast of a role, jolting the movie to life. Firth plays the counterpoint, the blue blood bred to hold it all together. It's uproarious to watch Lionel prod Bertie to lose his cool, forcing him to sing out a symphony of shit-fuck-bugger-me swearring (all stammer-free). (TH ROLLING STONE MAGZ)

In my opinion, this movie is one of the great. You'll get the history. A job nicely acted all around, with numerous touching moments and a historical backdrop that can't help but be dramatic. Firth is adorable. Loved him since The Bridget Jones's Diary. The clumsy and charming Mr.Darcy. Geoffrey Rush as good as always. Both leads play all this in a spirit of good fun. Firth creates a character so palpably cloaked in self-defeating worry that his only clearly identifiable other emotion is rage. Meanwhile, Rush - who has spent too much time lately showing up in projects far beneath him - has a great time clowning while also serving as the future king's confidant and possible only friend. And for Helena,well...not bad.

This movie is recommended. Two thumbs up :-bd

He heals me
Told him my biggest secret
And he told me four.
He smiled at me and said that makes me love more
And then he made me laugh
And I knew it was a sign That he was a man,
That I wanted in my life

And with every passing day
I feel more and more of that way

He heals me
He knows the real me
And he accepts me, he never hurts me
He heals me
He knows the real me
And he accepts me, he never hurts me
He heals me,
He heals me

I can play him songs, all through the night,
And he will listen to every line,
And even when I'm wrong, he is still kind
He chooses his words wisely when he tells me I'm not right.

And yes he is a beautiful man,
But he is also a beautiful friend

He heals me
He knows the real me
And he accepts me, he never hurts me
He heals me
He knows the real me
And he accepts me, he never hurts me
He heals me

The moment that we met, he made me smile.
He has so much compassion in his eyes
I have no idea, how long he'll be here
A season or a lifetime, forever or a year
But for the first time in my life I'm not worried about the future
Because we have such a wonderful time when we're together
However things turn out, it's all right
Cause he's already changed my life.

He heals me
He knows the real me
And he accepts me, he never hurts me
He heals me
He knows the real me
And he accepts me, he never hurts me
He heals me..........

HE HEALS ME by INDIA ARIE

PS : Love this song so much.One of my future wedding soundtrack v^*^V

I'm okay (No,i'm not)

Thats so true, when you say..."I'm okay.I will be just fine." but the truth is, you are not okay and you are not fine, everything is such a mess. In my opinion, that is a sign. Sign that show you need someone to share, to cry on, who gonna give a simple hug which gonna make you feel comfort, and many more.

It was happened to me many time. Well, maybe i overreacted, but it's true.

My sister said that i just like an open book, so you dont have to take many effort to
know me or understand me. But, i feel the opposite. I feel like i'm such an introvert person. No one understand me (well,i guess it's my selfish part). No one could.

Kind of my favourite word when people asking me, "are you okay?"...and i will give them an answer, "yeah,i'm okay. Don't worry, i'm gonna be just fine".

Well, i'm not okay actually, but i'm not gonna tell you what happen to me. I will solve it by my own.

Sometime is so damn hurt, when the one whom you expect to care about what happen to you, didn't realize it. You just hope that they gonna undertsand with your silentness, but they don't.

It's written in my face when I have a problem, they know that something happen, but they too scare to ask.Sometime that's good, because i need my own space and peaceful, but in other time,it's not. I want them to ask me. Show that they really care.

One of my weakness is, if my mood in ruin, my whole day gonna be a bad day, and the people around me gonna get the effect. See, i'm not okay. I try hard to change from now....because they don't make a mistake,right?It's my problem, so why should they get my "jerk face"?
I know that i've been ridiculous, and i feel sorry about it. I think that's the reason why they "scare" of me. It's so much better if i show them my happy face, i kinda friendly though,lol.

Well, i will change and gonna be Ms.Nice Guy, i can do it, right?

The more i try harder to forget about him, the more he close to me. Accckkkk....i hate this situation. I don't know what i feel about him. Not exactly,yet. I have this "needy" feeling about him, that's it. You are not mine and i'm not yours. But why it seems that we care about each other.
Honestly, i feel that you turn my life upside down, you make my day. I know maybe you don't feel exactly the same. Maybe i put a high hope. And i can't believe that i think a lot about this whole thing.

Cause there's a time when i feel i can't fight this feeling any longer.

Maybe it's a crush, a thing that always happened to me many times. But this one is more deeper, i guess so.