"Dont admire people too much,
They might dissapointed you"

Care for the one who shares with you
Share with the one who knows you
Know the one who misses you
Miss the one who wishes the best for you

Thanks Boss...

I have a nice chat with my boss this afternoon.
Talk many things...about life,work,principle,colleagues,future and other thing.

Tapi yang paling seru ketika flashback tentang pertama kali saya menginjakkan kaki di Pasir Pangaraian ini....topiknya mulai menghangat.
Cerita tentang bagaimana pertama kali saya bertemu orang yang nantinya (ternyata) menjadi boss saiah,hakhakhak....
Well,honesty is important thing,right?
Ya sudahlah saya jujur apa adanya,bahwa saya gak nyangka si bapak ini adalah seorang boss.Jujur pada waktu itu aura dan gesture'a sama sekali tidak menggambarkan itu.
Awalnya sih si bapak cuma cengar cengir ajah,habis saya selesai bicara baru deh semua 'terbongkar',hakhakhak....

Dont't judge a book by its cover.
Jangan menilai buku dari sampulnya.
Kalimat ini memang sering diucapkan,dan sangat gampang.
But from my boss story and honesty....its like he gave me punched in the face.
Ternyata saya seperti itu sebelumnya.

In my defense,i guess in everyone gonna have same thought as me when they are in my position.

Saya jelaskanlah kondisi waktu itu gimana.
Terus saya jelaskan bagaimana gambaran saya tentang si bapak berubah ketika melihat dia untuk kedua kali....dengan seragam komplit.
Well,like i said...man in uniform is different,they look good,tough,elegant and stunning,lol.
A man with authority.

I admit,i was wrong.I judge a book by its cover.
Saya salah,saya akui itu.
Saya dapat kritik yang sangat membangun.
Sebenarnya ini yang saya tunggu dari boss saya yang satu ini.
Udah berapa kali dipancing-pancing tapi belum juga dimakan umpannya,hakhakhak...
Finally.....^_^

Terima kasih untuk pelajaran berharga hari ini bapaaaakkkk...
Untuk menjadi manusia yang lebih baik,saya masih harus belajar banyak.
Seiring dengan berjalannya waktu,saya yakin saya akan berubah ke arah yang lebih baik.

Another advice from him....
"Change your weakness and make it become your strength.
You don't have to be other people,just being yourself,like what you are now.
You have your own own trademark,keep it,cause that make you different from others.People will remember you because of that things.
Keep the idealism as long as i can.
Let everything flow like the water in the river.
Don't dive too deep,just swim in the surface."


Thanks again boss.

Lean On Me

Sometimes in our lives we all have pain
We all have sorrow
But if we are wise
We know that there's always tomorrow

Lean on me, when you're not strong
And I'll be your friend
I'll help you carry on
For it won't be long
'Til I'm gonna need
Somebody to lean on

Please swallow your pride
If I have things you need to borrow
For no one can fill those of your needs
That you don't let show

Lean on me, when you're not strong
And I'll be your friend
I'll help you carry on
For it won't be long
'Til I'm gonna need
Somebody to lean on

If there is a load you have to bear
That you can't carry
I'm right up the road
I'll share your load
If you just call me

So just call on me brother, when you need a hand
We all need somebody to lean on
I just might have a problem that you'd understand
We all need somebody to lean on

Lean on me when you're not strong
And I'll be your friend
I'll help you carry on
For it won't be long
Till I'm gonna need
Somebody to lean on

Lean on me...

by Bill Withers

I love this song,love the lyrics.Its one of the great song.Very humanity.

I'm getting melodramatic again tonite.
Hey you...yeah you...
Can i cry on your shoulder?????

Happy Birthday Mom...^_^

July 27,1955....my mom was born.
July 27,2010....my mom is 55th.
Happy birthday mom.

Thanks for everything....
Thank you for always being there.
Thank you for all sacrifice.

Mom...when you laugh and smile...its...
Like a night in the forest
Like the mountains in springtime
Like a walk in the rain
Like a storm in the desert
Like a sleepy blue ocean

Mah....
Terima kasih untuk perjuangan tanpa henti
Untuk kasih sayang yang tak pernah padam
Untuk cinta yang tak pernah pudar
Untuk selalu percaya kepada kami

Kami bukan apa-apa tanpa mama
Omelan mama adalah jam weker di waktu pagi
Cerita mama adalah dongeng pengantar tidur
Kami selalu rindu bau mama
Lidah kami hanya mengenal masakan mama

Kami tak hiraukan bila mereka berkata buruk tentang kami
Kami lebih takut bila mama menangis karena kami
Kami lebih hancur bila hati mama tercabik-cabik karena kami

Maaf bila kami mengecewakan mama
Maaf bila kami belum bisa berbuat apa-apa
Maaf bila kami belum bisa membalas jasa itu
Maaf bila kami belum bisa memberi apa-apa

Jasa itu tidak akan pernah bisa kami balas
Keringat itu tidak akan bisa tergantikan
Langkah itu tidak akan bisa kami hitung

Impian kami...
Membuat mama bangga
Membuat senyuman itu selalu tersungging di bibir mama

Kita akan terjang semua badai
Kita akan selalu menjadi tim yang paling tangguh
Kita akan menghadapi tebing yang terjal itu
Kita akan selami laut yang terdalam

Terima kasih Tuhan karena Kau telah menciptakan Mama ke bumi ini.

Monopoly

It was another bored weekend.I was too lazy to go outside and decided to stay at home and watched dvds.At 7 pm,i decided to went to my boss house's.I brought many snack and some ice cream.Well,you cant go to other people house's with empty hand dont you?hakhakhak... I went alone there, my buddy Zia Idris went to Dumai and Yan Perdana went to Pekanbaru for duty.My roomie?Hmmm....of course she back to her home in Pekanbaru. Just when I arrived at babeh Ali's house,it hard rain and thunder...phewww....i right on time.Enyak order me to dinner first...but please mam...my tummy is full,can't eat anymore.But i still can eat those TEMPE GORENG TEPUNG,hakhakhak....

Then after small talk...we played MONOPOLY. Always love this game.I remember played this game since i was kid with my dad,my mom,my brothers and my sister.We had fun,always.But sometimes it ended by "fight" and argued,lol. So...me,babeh,enyak and Alba are the players, and Intan is the banker. I made a mistake...i bought many bad places....blurggghhhh...Picked wrong strategy that night.And guess what...I'm the first one who kicked out from the game because bankrupt.Babeh made me.I must paid him because i stayed at his hotel and it cost a lot of money,made me sell all my property,lol.It was never happened before...acckkkk... Well....babeh was man of the night.For the rest of the game he succeded made all players bankrupt,lol.

The game end at 11.30.It still rained...but pass midnite i decided to went home all by myself,although Enyak not let me do it.Yeah,i know she worried about me went alone in the middle of the night,and she asked me t0 let babeh take me home. Well...i arrived safely and have a nice sleep at that night.It will be my routine every weekend,lol.Hope they dont mind,hohohohoho....

Bluurrrggghhhh....

Sometimes....I just hate myself
My selfishness
My arrogance

I'm too proud to lose
I dont want people underestimate me

Why i pretend that everything is okay?
Cause it is not
Its my poker face
Its not my true colours
Why its hard for me to admit that you are that good?
I feel so sorry

It's not wroth that much to me
If losing out is what it means
To swim in shallow victory
Is empty, empty
It's just not worth the price
It's only a fools paradise

Do I have to put up a fight?
Do I have to always be right?
Please....don't leave me alone...

That's how it goes
When I feel so sad I feel so low
Life seems so bad I know, I know
That's how it goes

I have a lot of weakness
I admit that
I try hard to be a better person
I will be a better person
Maybe i look tough,but if you see deeper...im so fragile.

I'm gonna make a change,
It's gonna feel real good,
Gonna make a difference
Gonna make it right . . .

Dear God help me...hope i'm gonna be wiser and grown up.